Nobody wants to have meaninglessness in their lives. You probably see a lot of people living their lives that don't have a whole lot of meaning that you can perceive, and you don't want that for yourself.
I learn things in a backward way. I learn all those limitations, and slowly my brain soaks them up, and if things go right, you just, in an organic way, translate your ideas into those templates. That's the way I perceive the process happening.
Christopher Michael Cillizza
Being freaked out doesn't mean you can fix what you perceive to be the problem.
To perceive means to immobilize. To say this is to say that we seize, in the act of perception, something which outruns perception itself.
You never get to pick how you get pinned and how people perceive you.